..Pressed against her face, I could feel her insecurity, Her mother'd been a drunk- And her father was obscurity. Nothin' ever came from a life that was a simple one; pull yourself together girl and have a little fun.

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Sunday, November 04, 2007

I haven't wrote on here for about a year or something..

I deleted some blogs because they were pointless &embarrassing. 

nightxx



Wednesday, September 13, 2006

oh my gosh.

She's back =O
Indeed, haven't wrote in ages,
 but 'midnightraven1' got me in the mood to write a blog on Xanga,
for once.
As you all know, I'm a myspace bitch now (www.myspace.com/emz_is_emz
and I intend to stay that way.

I'm only writing
1. because I'm bored
2. because I'm avoiding my homework
3. because I've been reading 'mightnightraven1' s blogs for about 3 years now,
 and every time they are interesting and touching.

Maybe I'll just give yu a quick update..

1. Owen broke up with me after 6months and 17 days.
I'm still single, cause I miss him so much.
He said it was because "we're too good friends"
  and that it "didn't feel right" ..
which is bulllllshhh..
2. Seren and Beci are lush and I don't know what I'd do without them <3

3. I'm in top set in my classes again this year. iw. dork *cough*

Here are some pictures..

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Friends are important right now.

love them
Seren and Beci most <3 They care too much sometimes.x

  
miss him a bit

 


Sunday, March 12, 2006

 Some pictures!


~> lmao! sorry guys =p


~> my sisters and me looking all posh!


~> Barfly *giggles* like marmite eih?


~> Sofa's parteyyyys are the best. and u know it.


~> After WINNING the gymnastics compertition in Aberystwyth! Did ya hear that =p winning! as in.. WE WON!! AS IN GOLD MEDAL! lol =D heh good times..


~> The whole crew. Indeed, ur jealous.  ^.^


~> Owen juggling fire


~> Owen and uni-cicle?!


~> this pic was made by dear Jess (so the person with *me* under is jess okay  =p)   and in the picture the blur of a person is me.. dancing =( i know, i know, caught in the act..


~> (yes, curly hair does rule you all, get over it)

X~XemzX~X
Quote of the day:  no man is worth your tears, and when you find one that is- he wont make you cry.

P.S!!
I'm still a myspazz whore =p
so go on my site!!

www.myspace.com/emz_is_emz


Saturday, March 04, 2006

Update..

waw I'm surprized I still know the password to this site!

I'm a myspazz whore now =) www.myspace.com/emz_is_emz
Hope you're all okay, You've missed alot but I'm not in the mood to fill you in <3! heh.

Part-eyyyyy tonight ^.^ over 50 people are going  o.O eeek, meh, should be fun, HaPpY bIrThDaY sErEn!  <33333333333  me loves you! xx

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Quote of the day:  'the grass is always greener on the other side'


Monday, December 05, 2005

{sad story you should hear}

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.

Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?

Boy: Something has come up...

Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.

Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.

Boy: Baby, are you there??

Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..

Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving...

Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me,I love you.

Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.>

Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

Girl: I can't believe this.

[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..

Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.

Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.

Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)

[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]

It says...

"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you.
You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that.
Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely...
Then she gets a phone call....

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago.
He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...

Girl: Umm.. okay.

[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,

It says:

"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me...
-Ricardo"]

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.

Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!

... Erica turns the T.V. on......

>[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died,we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an
all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]


... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was
Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my
flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

{hope you enjoyed it.}

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